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June 2007

So Hard To Say
by Alex Sanchez

I'd never held a girl's hand before – except during field trips when I was little. Never in a romantic way.
Sweat began beading on my forehead. On-screen, the hero's best friend was found covered in blood, slashed to death.
As if that wasn't enough, Xio's thumb began rubbing back and forth across mine. What did that mean? Was it a cue for something? What was I supposed to do?
Victor would know!
I glanced toward him, hoping he might turn from the movie and somehow signal me advice. But he wasn't exactly watching the movie. In the soft glow of the screen light, he leaned across Carmen – his head bobbing and swaying – as they made out.
Frederick is an eighth-grader who has recently transferred from Wisconsin to Southern California. He becomes friends with a pretty Latina girl named Xio. She is thirteen-years-old and a notorious chatterbox. Xio and her fabulous girl friends have dubbed themselves as the "Sexies." With his blond-hair and steel blue eyes, Frederick is good-looking but he is painfully shy and reserved. When Xio develops a major crush on him, their relationship takes an awkward turn. You see, Frederick is finding it hard to reciprocate Xio's amorous feelings. In the pit of his stomach he has the feeling that he may be attracted to a boy. What can he do to sort out his confused and mixed-up feelings? Can a boy and a girl "just" be friends? Does his feeling for his friend, Victor, make him gay? Frederick's sexual confusion escalates, as do his dodging techniques when it comes to Xio's persistent advances.

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